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M X y M A G |Allcandy | The Angel Who Fears God

I have a question for you; explain to me... what is GOD? Is GOD man or woman? Should I be overwhelmed with fear towards his wrath? Should I live free beneath the blanket of his love? Should I pray to him? Rejoice in the knowledge given through him by believers? Maybe I should walk through the valleys and seek it for myself? Some days I sit here and think to myself, did he plan this for me or did I choose to be here myself?

Often times when I ask answers don’t rain down on me like the way I want. I usually find them from within myself. So sometimes the best time is time spent within. Within my soul there are answers, but were they inside me my whole life? Did I find them only because I asked? Did the chicken come first or did the egg? And why do women come from Venus? Essentially GOD is a massive construct who stretches beyond the vast expanse of eternity itself. (but I fear that even he can't answer the question about Venus, lol)

Each question births an answer and answers sometimes birth more questions. One of those questions is if god made an angel, how would she look like? Maybe that's what the purpose of this website, a collection of beautifully “dressed” angels (teehee). Or in better terms, this website is a collection of art created by god making up a painting called the “21st Century Digital Chapel” or in short mxymag.com

Today's Angel goes by the name of Madeline Torres, she is attracted to drive and success (but be kind gentlemen I don’t like getting complaint E-mails of models who got harassed). In NUMBER1 she says that she should be number one because she fears god. But, then again with her face she looks like she can get away with tons of naughty things and he would forgive her and that's what makes GOD, GOD. Because I wouldn't forgive, I would have to punish her and then I would reassess the situation (smirk)

INTRODUCE
My Name is Madeline Torres, I am from Rochester, NY born and raised, and currently I am working on a website open to the general public. Anyone can set up a profile and make money on this website. As a model myself I set up a section where models especially can make money.

SEXy
I dont feel sexy all of the time, but what makes me feel sexy is when I feel accomplished. I am attracted to drive and success.

NUMBER 1
I should be #1 on the SWEET 16 because I am God fearing and put God in everything I do. I am not just a pretty face. I am a high school and college graduate and did them both with good grades. I've had three business's and am working on my fourth. I grew up in the hood and still managed to rise above the negativity to become a well rounded individual. I am trying to change the stereo types of urban models by bringing an euntrepreneurial spirit to the game and show people that urban modeling isn't all about big boobs and butts. Modeling can be used to promote and brand yourself and or your business.

Career
I am brand new to this game, but I want to do more. I feel like I have to stay true to my myself and do what I am comfortable with in order to stay motivated and validated.

MOTIVATION
I absolutely love God, and I know God made me a complicated person for a reason. I want to be all that God created me to be and gave me the potential to become.

Fear
My biggest fear is to die and not have accomplished my mission on earth. I believe we all have a mission/purpose. To make sure that never happens I try to communicate with God and hope that he steers me in the right direction.

GROWING PAINS
I feel that looking at yourself as a business rather than a person helps a lot in modeling. Rejection, scams, perverts, haters and fast talkers are a common occurrence. You have to be that business person that doesn't take things personal and at the end of the day a business needs to make money (remember that).

FORE FATHER
My mom inspires me, when I was younger I didn't know how poor we were. She always knew how to make something out of nothing. We always had enough and she made it look easy. I now know how hard it was and i consider her a survivor and a inspiration.

LIFE
I am a homebody. I even work from home as an accountant. I have taken up photography as a hobby as well.

Spirituality
I read the bible use my own interpretations. I am more spiritual than religious and I keep faith in God regardless of how bad or good things are.

LOVE STORY
Guard your heart!!!!, When placing part of your heart in someones hands be sure that they are going to be careful with it. Love can change you for ever. Love is unconditional, love is kind, love is faithful, love is not boastful.

MXy Staff |19.10.2008

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